Without You

Very restless today. And hurting very bad today. Sitting here listening to Hinder, Without You. One of my all time favorite songs. Tomorrow is the anniversary of my Grandma's passing and that has made me very emotional. Add to that all my chronic pain, etc. Plus dealing with F*&^er. There is a line in the song that says "It's safe to say, I'm ready to let you leave." And I finally reached that point. I don't know when or where. But letting him go has been easier than I thought. I guess I just know that without him my life is so different. I am fine without him. Better than fine actually because I do not have him tearing me down. But it took a long time to reach this point. I never thought I would. I still love him and a part of me always will. In the back of mind, I will every now and then wonder what might have been...............